10 June 2010, Khamis: Examination Result ak officially kuar.. starting tue ak dah mula tak sdp ati n risau huhuhuu... ak sgt tkt.. ak try check jugak n smpi tgh mlm ak try tp still takley jugak huhuhu.. n sok nye ak try blk.. pas subuh ak try still tak ley... smpi je ofis.. ak trs check n dgn harapan dapat la check.. n alhamdullillah dpt juga ak check... tp... it's not satisfied me at all!!! ak sgt sdy n rase teruk nye... huhuhuu....sob3x.. ='(
Actually... ak rase bersyukur juga... coz previous sem pointer ak lg la jth mendadak.. n diz sem gpa ak ade peningkatan cikit.. naek la jugak.. tp... yg ak sedey nye.. WHY??? cgpa ak ley jatuh sem nie...??? previous sem tinggi cikit tp diz sem menurun.. huuu... padahal gpa ak diz sem naek... ak rase takley trime.... cedey... coz main target ak adalah nek kan pointer cgpa ak.. ley plak cgpa ak trn... bengang je rase... malu ak ngan kawan2 ak.. knape degree nie ak makin tak perform..?? ati ak tak ikhlas ke amik kos nie huuu... tak tau nk kate ape.. or myb ak tlalu pk kn sgt sbb tue la jd mcm tue terlalu pk sgt n nk everything going well lastly turn up jd cmnie..wahh... ntah la takut bile pk blk.. ak rase cam ak tak dpt nk achieve ape yg ak target lorr... n hurm... skang nie ak dah practical ley ke nk tmbh pointer ak..?? risau nye.. thesis ak?? ley ke ak uat yg terbaek.. ak tkt la... tkt... ape yg ak uat tak seperti ape yg advisor ak nk... n ak risau.. tmpt ak practical nie.. hows dieog evaluate ak....? tmpt nie tak cam prac ak yg dulu... rase cam dieog tak suke ak je.. hr manager die.. staff2 die.. giler puak2x... eeeiii.. tak sukenye... confirm mrkh ak... ape ak nk uat nie...??? arghhh....!!!
Dah tak larat nk blaja... rase nk keje.. tp de ke keje... n bile keje musti nk blaja... ades... penin2... kawen je la.. tp takde duit.. hurm.. (chup.. sape nk kawen ngan ak??) runsing loorr pk ms depan ak...T_T
kusut..~~~
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