My Hectic+Stressful Days...!!! (Part 1)

Salam...

Hye kowang.... =) 

Hurm act... Diz few days... really give me an headache...!!!

Wat a hectic and most stressful days of my life... Rase sucks giler wei... huhuhuuu.... =( Nak nanes je bile all diz things happen to me... ='(

FYI, ak kan skang tgh practical so... I hav to do my research.. huhuhuuu... kira skang nie tgh on going la... as usual ak just follow je ape yg advisor ak kate... n ak takde rase risaw pun pasal research ak nie... Aku pun dah siap kan research proposal ak n oso my questionnaire... tinggal nk distribute je... dah half way dah research ak nie... huuu....~~~

So, since raye is coming... (lagi 1 week je to go..), ak decide nk jumpe la advisor ak for final check before ak distribute questionaire ak dkt tmpt keje ak... hurm... ak uat appointment dengan die last monday (30 august 2010 n tomorrow is public holiday... hehehehe) So, disebabkan ak tak mau rush2x dr kl pagi2 bute, ak stay satu malam dkt umah kawan ak...

But... unfortunately... da next day... nasib ak malang.. totally...!!! =( So stressfull for me... huuu... Ley plak my advisor ak kate die MC pergghhh angin je rase.. Sia2 je ak dtg Melaka cam owg gile.. sowang2 ke hulu ke hilir nek bas p umah kawan ak yg jauh... pose lg.. adoi.. tetibe MC.. apakah?? Then lg di uatnye cite.. a few member ak cakap 'research ko nie cam salah je...terbalik... better ko tanye pendapat lect len.. mane taw kang dah pnt2 uat tup2 salah kene uat blk sia2 je.....=('

Hurm btul gak kate kawan ak tue.. So alang2 ak dah kat Melaka, ak p jumpe lect len mane taw kot2 dieog ade opinion dieog... then ak jmpe 2 lect dua2x bg pndpt yg agak negative... huhuhuu... Ak buntu seketika...~~~ (Penin3x...!!! dgn advisor ak MC, next week dak2x U cuti raye 2 minggu... bile mau jmpe die....?? argghhh geram tak terkata ak...)

Lagi2x... advisor ak ckp kalo nk jumpe... Jumpe die ari rabu nie or dtg lendu... adoi...!! lagi ak rase cam serabot... ak dah mntak off isnin takkan nk off ari rabu lak... penin ak.. huhuhuu... (nk p lendu seyesly ak tak taw.. kalo ade geng takpe.. hurm...) akhirnye terpaksa gak ak uat keputusan utk off ari rabu.. ak ckp dgn bos ak.. die bg tp die cam tak bp suke.. sobs2x... ='( Apakah?? hati ak serbe salah... bos or thesis ak... ape dieog akan pk psl ak... lg sekali ak buntu.. blurr tak taw nk uat keputusan yang terbaek....~~~

Tak ke mcm og giler... isnin ak turun melaka then ak blk kl - selasa (cuti-public holiday) - then sok (rabu) ak nak turun melaka blk... (rase cam robot bergerak lak) So stressfull nk menapak p Bukit Jalil pagi2 bute... ak larat ke...?? hurm... tak tau nk ckp cmne... Hope sok ak jmpe advisor ak... dapat la solution yg terbaek tuk research ak nie... Ins... Amin...~~`

Narnye... Seyesly... ak dah tak larat nk layan sume2 nie... ak penat..!!! Tak taw sampai bile ak ley tahan... Kerenah family n oso my studies... n all diz will make me become more... 'BARAN' + 'MERUNGUT2'!! which act ak tak suke sgt....~~~

Tapi...Nak taw...~~~ Dalam melayan ati ak yg kusut musut nie.. yang tak ley nk tenang nie... ak check la email ak.. n hoping dat he will replied my email... thanked GOD..!!! finally I received 1 new message...!! so excited!!! hehehe....=P

Bile ak bace email si 'Dia...' tetibe... air mate ak mengalir tiba2x.. uik...?? tak taw nape... ak beremosi seketika.... n sangat sukar ak nk tahan sebak di dada ku nie... rase cam nk nanes sepuas atiku.. tp tak ley.. dah larut malam dah nie.. kang ape lak makcik ak kate... so ak just tahan je la air mate ak dr mengalir lagi... sobs2x... (feeling so sad rite now...)

hurm... the end..~~~

(Malam nie nk tito.. nk peluk Mr. Teddy kuat2x...!!!)

P/S: Thanks sayang... for giving me da recepies...!! i will try it...!! Appreciate it a lot...!! Love u so Much...!!! Muacch3x...